Dear Viewers....

Unfortunately due to me moving, I have to go away for a little bit. I won't be able to post on my blog for a few weeks so please bare with me. A couple of WPW will be missed but I promise when I come back, I'mma make up for it.

Much love yall.

I'd so go gay for...

Omahyra Mota. Oh my God...I think she is so hot. She's so bad ass and if I was gay, she'd be first on my list to fuck lmao. She's from the Dominican Republic and she's a model/actress. Some of you may have seen her in X-Men 3: The Last Stand as Arclight, State Property 2 or in Jay-Z's "Change Clothes" video. Check my bitch out.

Oh, Mrs. Carter....

I don't know how many of you have seen Beyonce's new video for "Ego" but umm...yeah. I don't like it. It's not extremely terrible and its mostly a performance video but she could've been more creative. I love Bee to death but oh no. I was expecting so much more.

WHOMP.

Jeremih

Everybody knows Mr. Birthday Sex unless you've been living under a rock. His song is all over the airwaves and even though the song is played out to me, watching this video just made me love it all over. Jeremih, the 21 year old Chicago native, who also just so happens to be the blood cousin of Willie Taylor from Day26, is a very talented artist who not only sings, but plays various intruments such as the sax, the drums, the piano, etc. I love how he sounds and I was just cheesing away watching this video lol so enjoy!

WET PANTIES WEDNESDAYYY!

First off let me thank my homegirl Ari for putting me onto this dude right here. She's responsible for this week's WPW dude and I'm very grateful because its been a rocky week for me. BUT IM BACK BABY! Let's go. The second edition of Wet Panties Wednesday featuring Julian.

[mmm...definitely my fav pic lmao]

sigh...

life has just been throwing me curveballs left and right and i dont know if i can handle it anymore. nothing is going right with my family, my love life, my music, my school work, my friends. life is just a big ass fucking mess. slowly slipping back into depression.


someone pull me out.

TOP 5 THINGS THAT IRKS MY NERVES.

Lately I feel my tolerance for certain things just decreasing. I have no time for bullshit and I'm supposed to be doing this whole positivity kick but people are just making it so hard for me. So the top five things that irk my goddamn nerves...

5.) When people think they know everything. Who the hell are you, Jesus? Who asked you to respond to my damn question? If I'm talking to the professor, a friend, or someone who clearly isn't you, WHY THE HELL ARE YOU ANSWERING ME?

4.) Women who don't mind being called a bitch. "I'm the fucking diva bitch in here, don't nobody fuck with me," "Yeah, I'm a bitch and what?!" Why? I just need a well thought out answer as to why you don't mind being called a bitch/refer to yourself as a bitch and I will leave it alone from now on.

3.) People who pretend to be your friend then talk shit about you behind your back. Again I ask, why? Why smile in someone's face then turn around and talk about them? Just be upfront. If you don't like them, fine but don't pretend like you give two shits about their being

2.) People who chew like camels. Lorrrrrdddddd...you know those people that make full ass circles with their mouth when they chew? And their mouth is open? I HATE THAT SHIT.

1.) People who say and do unnecessary things. The ones who come into a conversation and just say ignorant shit, ruining your mood. Like, why? Seriously, why? Do you honestly have no life and just need to be an ass to pass time? Are you just unhappy and want everyone else to be pissy too? Go about your business, real talk.

WORLD PREMIERE. OCEAN'S 7 "SO MUCH SWAG"

I had to put the youtube version up because the other one was a tad squished. Sorry to the fellas who wanted to see all the ass and crotch. It's gone lol anyway JD just premiered this on his website global14.com and OH....MY....GOD. I want Trey bad now after seeing this video. He is too damn fine for words. I'm in love with the Ocean's. They are just too much. Nobody can hate on them, they shit is official. Just...Loorrddddd...please, just watch the video.

ATHLETES.

I'm a sports kind of girl. I love to get primped and pretty but I'm not afraid to get down and dirty. I've been playing sports forever and I'm completely in love with basketball, football, and boxing. Not only are the sports aggressive [aggressive. yum. ] but they have some of the sexiest guys playing them and that's the biggest perk for me and a lot of other women.

Football: LARRY JOHNSON. This man is GORGEOUS! And he's Chilli's booskie <3

BASKETBALL: Derrick Rose. I had a lot of guys to choose from, but I chose this sexy Guard.

BOXING: FLOYD MAYWEATHER JR! SO SEXY AND THEE BEST BOXER FIGHTING!

JESUS, THANK YOU FOR BLESSING THIS EARTH WITH THEM!

Lauryn, please come back to music.

I had my iTunes on shuffle and this song came on and made me realize how much I miss Lauryn Hill. She was a truly amazing artist and she was one of the main artists to inspire me. I know she's off having babies and living life but damn, please come back Lauryn and save us from the bullshit the hip-hop world is currently giving us.

If you don't like profanity, please dont read the following.

ALL I WANNA BE IS HAPPY, IS THAT SO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK?! WHAT THE FUCK, WHY CAN'T I JUST FIND SOMEONE WHO'LL LOVE ME COMPLETELY? WHY DO I HAVE TO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP? WHY DO I HAVE TO PUT ON A FRONT LIKE EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT WHEN ITS NOT? WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST UNDERSTAND WHERE THE FUCK I'M COMING FROM? I KNOW I'M STRONG AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THE ROCK BUT SHIT, CAN I EXPRESS MY FEELINGS FOR ONE GODDAMN SECOND? CAN I BE VULNERABLE? CAN'T A BITCH JUST BE HEARD WITHOUT BEING JUDGED FOR ONE MOTHERFUCKING MOMENT?!

WHAT THE FUCK, IM BOUT TO TEAR THIS BITCH APART!

WET PANTIES WEDNESDAY!

Welcome to the first edition of "Wet Panties Wednesday" If you didn't know, every Wednesday I'll post a man that will..well...wet them damn panties. And if he doesn't, then let me know, give suggestions on who will, I'm all for pleasing the public!

Well...no I'm not but...yeah.

Anyway, right here is my prom date's friend. Dude is HOT. So if he sees this or any of his friends sees this, nigga, feel flattered. A lot of bitches are swooning over you. So here you go! Enjoy!

My Daily Dose of Inspiration

I absolutely adore Jazmine Sullivan. Her voice is so beautiful and I get chills when I hear her sing. This is her performance of "In Love With Another Man". I love this song because I've been in this situation so I can relate really well. And I love how everyone is in awe of her. The way they look at her is the way I want people to look at me one day. So here she is, check her out.

Cassie. WHOMP.

Okay so the internet is going crazy over the recent naked pictures of Cassie and Rihanna that have surfaced. I won't speak too much on Rihanna because its Cassie that truly bothers me. At first I didn't care [and still don't] but I started thinking about it. Just rock with me for a second.

Now we all know Cassie is TRASH. Her voice is TRASH but she's with Diddy so she'll always be in the public eye. Now supposedly someone "hacked into her computer" and leaked the photos. NOOOOO! THAT SHIT WAS INTENTIONAL! Cassie is a terrible singer and needs some more buzz around her so I say she leaked the shits herself. She's working on a new album and needs all the help she can get. First the "non-relationship" with Diddy, the shaved head, then the naked pictures, WTF? This bitch is doing anything for attention. Everyone is talking about her and now there's buzz for her and her new suck ass album. Cassie, for real though...please stop and just stick to modeling sweetie. You're beautiful, just...dont sing. EVER. That whispering/talking shit kills me every time.

Whoever told her to do this is a genius though.

coughdiddypuffdaddyseancombscough.

Excuse me, I'm still sick.

GO SHAWTY...ITS YA BIRTHDAY!

Finally, after waiting all fucking year, my birthday is here! I'm finally nineteen and I love it! Last night's dinner was kinda weak only because I had the craziest headache. Got some good ass panamanian food, some super delicious ice cream cake, and some nasty alcohol. Best friends, past and present, starting hitting me up wishing me a happy birthday and old flames started offering me birthday sex! Lmao God Bless Jeremih for making that song. Anywhooosss...can't be stingy. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS! [if there are any reading this...]

Going out tonight for dinner with my mommy =)

MUAH BABIES!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORNE!!

Today is my ex boyfriend's birthday and even though we're no longer together, I still wanted to wish him the happiest birthday ever! Love you kid!

Summer Break...please come a bit faster.

I'm so over school. I feel like I've just flopped this whole year. I try to justify my grades by saying its my freshmen year, I'll do better the next.

Yeah, right.

I am sooo lazy and its truly going to be my downfall. I am the Queen of Procrastination. Who else waits three hours before their paper is due to begin it? Knowing that they have to leave an hour in advance just to be to class on time? What is wrong with me?!

Education has always been important to me but I just haven't been taking college seriously. I need to get it together though because 1.) I'm paying for this fuckery 2.) my dad will straight drop-kick me in my throat if I flunk out of college.

I look at my best friends and just think I'm such a failure. Ugh, I have GOT to get it together.

Reminisce on the love we had...

"i recall the days and ways of love we made...."

that cologne. it smelled so good on him, like it was created especially for his very being. those tattooed arms. i loved it when he wrapped them around my neck, making me feel completely secure and protected. that voice. he always sounded so laid-back and calm like he was always high. his touch. it always sent chills down my spine no matter how small. that signature smirk that always let me know he had something up his sleeve.

i'm missing everything about him. i used to be so good at hiding my feelings but as i've gotten older, its become increasingly harder to do. im no longer able to hide the way i feel about him. i can put on a front all i want but at the end of the day when its just me and my thoughts, i know what the truth is. i'm still in love with him.

not being able to touch him or see him is the most fucked up feeling in the world. im trying to convince myself to just let go because it just doesnt seem to be working out in our favor but there's still that part of me that's saying hold on. i wish we could just go back to the time when things were simple. when we laid in the bed and watched "tom and jerry" and talked shit about how tom never could catch jerry and how slick jerry was. i wish we could just go back to all the times we'd joke and laugh or fall asleep watching tv. i wish we could just go back to us....

this goes out to you: my number one.

My official Trey relapse

I thought I was over Trey Songz and I was...until I saw this video. Dude is too damn silly and gorgeous for me. I'm back in love. Oh yeah, and everyone did their thing on this song. It's called "So Much Swag" and I love the beat especially the way Trey rides it [no homo in case he somehow miraculously reads this]

CLAIRE: ONE WOMAN BAND

I've always loved music; just everything about it intrigues me. Lately I've been wanting to learn another instrument. I know how to play the flute but boo, what the hell is that? I've always wanted to learn how to play the drums. Like, on some real Sheila E., Travis Barker shit. They're so genius when it comes to playing. And I want to learn to play the guitar, the piano...hell, I wanna do everything! I want to sing, I want to produce, I want to write, I want to play the instruments, I want to rap [Lauryn Hill, anyone?] I want it all!



I just finished writing a new song last night called "What You Once Had." I'm amazed at how much my voice and writing skills have grown. Looking back on the first song I wrote, yeah, I've come a longggg way. I remember remixing old B2K, Bow Wow, and Destiny's Child songs. It was straight foolishness at its finest. But I've gotten significantly better and hope that one day, I'll be writing songs for other rising stars.

I have to admit though. I haven't been to the studio in a while. Shame on me....my mixtape release date has been pushed back because I've been in such a slump. My brother won't even consider bringing me to the studio until I get it together so I've been busting my ass with writing. I had writer's block but I think I'm past it so hopefully I'll be getting back into the studio soon.

CROSS YOUR FINGERS!

Shoe Whore

Ladies, let's admit it: we will pretty much do anything for a hot pair of shoes. Although they may hurt sometimes, we'll get them anyway cause they look so damn good. I have such a shoe fetish, its not even funny. Anytime I see a sexy shoe, I must have it. Nothing has really caught my eye lately but I actually went to the mall and peeped these shoes from Steve Madden. Went online and there they are for $170 each. Definitely see myself getting them in the near future. Besides it's spring..time for a new wardrobe!


not in black, but in multi-color. peep them http://www.stevemadden.com/item.aspx?id=49086

very niceeee lol

Wet Panties Wednesday

Every Wednesday I'mma post a sexy specimen of a man and let you ladies [and some men] eye-fuck him. I got my fix with Fab but next week it officially starts!

Shout outs to my Twin for checking my blog! =)

ITS LOSO IN CASE YOU DIDNT KNOW SO...

I go ape shit for Fabolous. Point blank period. I think he is sexy [fuck you if you dont] he's very talented, funny as hell [peep his twitter] and just dumb cool. I'm anxious for "Loso's Way" to come out but he's been doing tons of features so that should help my impatient ass. Anyway, wanted to share my booskie. Love me some Fab.

Yes, FU, he shall be in my sig shortly.

SEXY!

raindrops keep falling on my head...

It's been raining in NY lately and the shit is utterly annoying. I hate going out in nasty weather but because of work and school, I have to. This is one of those times when I wish I had a car.

I also hate suck ass weather because it makes me think about him. I'm missing him like crazy right now. He's off in the army, stationed at a base which seems lightyears away. Hard to believe that in 2months, we'll have been together for a year. I've never made it to a year with anyone...its been an off and on thing but still. You get the point. I'll be fucking shocked if we make it though. Too much drama surrounds our relationship.

Right now we're in our "off" period. He says he understands if I want to be single because he can't be there for me and give me the attention I need. Smh...my heart is confused about us. I want to be with him more than anything but I don't know if its right.

Sigh.

I wish I had everything together because I'd definitely share my song "Come Back to Me" with you guys. It's about him and by the title, I'm sure you can tell what I'm trying to express.

Kinda sad now...I shall now go feel depressed and enjoy my Baskin&Robbins

Welcome to Heartbreak

I absolutely fucking LOVE Kanye West & Kid Cudi. This video is so dope and I love the song. I love the fact that Kanye doesn't follow trends and thinks outside the box. The video is just so creative and I can't get enough of it. It's kinda old but oh well, I still like it lol so here it is from me to you. ENJOY!

Kanye West (Feat. KiD CuDi) - Welcome To Heartbreak from TheUrbanian on Vimeo.

allow me to introduce myself...

okay so i'm new to this whole blogging thing so bare with me. i know its incredibly ugly right now but it'll get better. promise =)

anywhoooo...the name's claire, im nineteen [not really but my birthday is in six days so yeah..im nineteen O_O] im an aspiring singer/songwriter. music is my everything. been singing since i was like 11. a lot of people say "i've been singing since i came out the womb!" really now? well, i haven't. anyway, my brother got me into this whole music shit. he raps, i sing. been writing since 16 and im getting a lot of love with the music. i'll post some songs as soon as i get everything together on my part. if i couldn't sing, i'd lose my mind. im sick right now and i'm screeching out a keyshia cole song as i write. its killing me but hey, i need to get it out.

i adore sports. did track for three years. got my gold medals & varsity letter. yay me! love my friends and being as doofy as possible. i love to just kick back and laugh my ass off. people spend too much time being angry nowadays and taking themselves too seriously. LAUGH BITCH. life's too short. currently in college getting my degree in business. english just wasn't doing it for me. i dont smoke, occassionally drink but im trying to chill on that. i have 10 piercings which will turn into about 13 around my birthday, and four tattoos coming soon too. i write stories also but haven't written much lately cause i've been in a writing funk. err....currently kinda single. my love life is such a mess. you'll definitely read more about that later. that should make a good read...guys are such dicks, i swear. they say they want one thing but then cant handle it when they get it. like wtf? make up your mind.

okay, im rambling. i've talked enough for now. you'll learn more about me as we go along. claire bear out.