the long road to love.

happy birthday aaliyah.

2010-01-16T09:15:00.000-08:00

Today Babygirl would've been 31. Every time I listen to her music I just remember how much I loved her and how much I miss her. She was like the sweetest person. R.I.P. Aaliyah....gone but never forgotten.

new alicia performance.

2010-01-15T07:12:00.001-08:00

Yes, THIS is the Alicia I love and adore. I haven't been really feeling her first two singles but this song right here and "How it Feels to Fly" off her new album, "Element of Freedom" are simply amazing. And yes, I see you Mr. Jermaine Paul. If yall haven't heard his song "Airplane" you need to go download it ASAP.

new sade.

2010-01-12T11:53:00.000-08:00

FINALLY. THANK YOU SWEET JESUS FOR SADE. This video for "Solder of Love" is so....her. It's classic and she looks absolutely beautiful in the video. Hard to believe she's 50. She looks stunning and I love her.

hmmmm...

2010-01-12T08:37:00.000-08:00

Spring semester should be starting soon and I'm ready but something tells me my school is about to screw me over (as always). If it happens, I'll go into detail later. Currently updating the iPod...I swear I update this thing like every day and I'm on it wayy too much cause it's always dead. This thing is awesome though when I don't wanna get on my laptop but still wanna be on twitter haha! Umm...hopefully within the next couple of weeks, I'll be going back to get my third tattoo. And me and the bestie wanna get matching tats but neither one of us can think of what to get sooo it may not happen lol

OH! So I signed onto myspace for the first time in ages and who decides to hit me up? Captain Asshole. Yeah, I didn't know what to think. Well actually...my first thought was "holy shit...wtf does he want from my life?" I was pissed cause he's got some nerve after what he did but now I find myself looking back on our relationship just wondering where we went wrong. I want to forgive the things he did but I don't think I can. I mean, you can only hurt a person so many times. He meant so much to me but he clearly didn't know how to treat me. Getting over your first is HARD. The scariest part of all this is that I'm still not completely over him. Oh boy...bring on the drama.

random rant of the week

2010-01-08T06:25:00.000-08:00

-Keyshia is pregnant and now engaged to her man, Daniel "Boobie" Gibson. Yes! Love them together <3

-Let me make this clear....when you hear me say "boo" that doesn't necessarily mean someone I'm talking to. It could be someone I'm attracted to or I'm cool with, male or female. I currently don't have a man in my life. Believe me, when I do, you guys will know. I can't seem to shut my mouth when I think love is on the horizon.

-I'm not looking forward to Valentine's Day. I know it's next month but still. And why you ask? Because as always, I don't have one. Well, let me not speak too soon. I have been getting a lot of male attention lately.

-Did anybody see Mariah giving that speech the other night? Homegirl was WASTED. Why did I love that?

-Some people should not be allowed to be on twitter. I know you're supposed to tell people what you're doing, but don't tweet stuff like "Damn, I just busted the biggest nut. BRB" I will surely unfollow your ass.

-Fantasia's new VH1 reality show "Fantasia For Real" premieres this Monday. Will you be watching?

-Tila Tequila needs to kill herself. Like...really. When she first came out, I liked her but now I've had it with her. The tweets about her fiancee's death, the whole Shawn Merrimen situation, her stripteases on ustream with her tampon string hanging out....all her acts of desperation fucking irk me.

-Got my Jordans. Don't know what kind lmao but I got a pair. Pictures coming soon.

ladies, why do we hate each other??

2010-01-06T11:38:00.000-08:00

Okay, so this has been bothering me. Not a day goes by where I don't hear a female hating on another girl because of what she has, what she does, who she's with, or how she looks. It's all over twitter, blogs, facebook...all that shit. I just don't understand why we always tear each other down. I'm not gonna front, I used to hate on chicks back in the day because I didn't have a lot and I wanted what they had. But now that I'm all grown up, I find it pointless. I'm happy with myself, my life and whatever I'm not happy with I'm gonna change it. I don't get why girls constantly another girl a "bitch" because she has on Prada heels and you don't.

Can't afford her clothes? Get a job and go buy them.
Shorty got the long hair, don't care? Buy some hair and get a weave.
She got a man and you don't? Go get one. There's someone for everyone.

I just can't stand all the hate in the world. It's 2010 and we still so hung up on petty shit. And then it gets so bad to the point where chicks are fighting, beating each other with bats, and killing each other. Like damn ma, it's never that serious.

laugh of the day.

2010-01-06T10:51:00.001-08:00

I just found this video and it had me DYING. Them making fun of Wayne was funny but it was the Gudda Gudda shit that had me on the floor. This is hilarious. And that cartoon of Lil' Twist really does look like him lol

super hella random.

2010-01-04T18:58:00.000-08:00

Finally got my new lip ring. I've been dying to change it since I got it and now I have. Trying something different for 2010. I love it. Makes my lips look niceeee ;)

new jay-z.

2010-01-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

-begins krumping-

new trey songz.

2010-01-04T06:24:00.000-08:00

What better way to start off the New Year than with the full video for "Say Aah"? I used to hate this song so much but it has grown on me and everytime I'm in the car, this shit is cranking and I'm bouncing in my seat. Can't wait for my birthday just so I can be a lame and sing this. Ha!

2009-12-31T19:06:00.000-08:00

Yes yes...2010 is two hours away and I, for one, am super ecstatic. 2009 has been full of ups and downs, tears and fights, love and lost. I'm ready to move on and progress and to make up for where I lacked. Currently at home throwing a little party with my brother. We've got the entire house to ourselves and we're totally taking advantage of it. Anyway, hope everyone has a safe and happy new years. God bless you all and I'll see you in 2010.

smile. 2010 is almost here.

2009-12-28T09:45:00.000-08:00

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. I got my iPod Touch but because my dad got me the 32GB I didn't get anything else. My brother is going to get me a pair of Jordans since I've been crying about them. I was going to cop the Space Jams but they're $175. Yeah, I don't want Jordans that bad. My Christmas started off good, ended on a bad note thanks to my parents. I swear they're going to be the death of me.

Things have been rough lately and I've been stressed so I thought maybe partying would be a good way to release some of that. Me and the bestie went, everything was cool. We danced, laughed, and had a good time. My boo and his best friend showed up so for the last hour and a half of the party me and my bestie went our separate ways. I was boo-loving with dude in the lounge area and it was nice. He was hella drunk and maddd high. He tried to get me to smoke with him but nah, not my style. He was too cute though. He kept laughing and smiling. Ugh, he makes me sick :)

Everything was cool until I heard the rumor going on about me that someone who was supposed to be a friend was spreading. It was a wild ass rumor, just disgustingly terrible, and I can't believe he said it then tried to blame it on his cousin. I knew he was a bitch-made nigga. But I saw my booskie the next day and we talked it about (the rumor involved him too) and he got me to calm down a little bit. I'm just pissed that someone would go to such lengths to slander my name. I wanna have this nigga handled proper but I'm trying to let God do his thing. I know he can take care of him far better than I can. God, please don't take too long though. I'm sorry but you know I'm impatient.

2009 has been an absolute terrible year for not only myself but for the world. I am so ready for the new year. But I know the changes I want to make can't wait until 1.1.2010. I might as well start now...it's only four days away.

P.S. Happy 1st birthday to my stepson, the cutest, fat faced, two teeth having baby in the world :)

random.

2009-12-28T09:28:00.000-08:00

Who would win in a fight: pirates or ninjas?
ninjas. they kick ass. JUDO CHOP!

If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?
seafood

If you could have a super power, what would it be?
The ability to read minds. People never truly say how they feel so I'd like to know the truth, even if it hurts.

kanye west for BAPE

2009-12-23T08:22:00.000-08:00

BAPE recruited Mr. West to be the model for their spring 2010 collection. I have to say, I've always thought Kanye was sexy. His psycho rants and his talent and his ability to bag Alexis Phifer and Amber Rose (two of the baddest bitches) makes him sexy as haleee.

2009-12-21T09:10:00.000-08:00

My dog is an asshole.

random rant of the week

2009-12-21T09:08:00.000-08:00

-Why is it that the night it decides to snow, my heat stops working? WTF?! I've been sleeping in hoodies, sweats, socks, and gloves under four blankets for the past two days. Um, my black people, can we get a chick some warmth?

-Asher Roth admits to being homosexual. I wasn't going to make this an individual topic because honestly, I don't care. Love dude and the fact that he's living his life. His sexual preference doesn't take away from his talent. Do you homie and be happy.

-Que got kicked out of Day26. Am I the only one NOT surprised? And rumor is they're going to replace him with Donnie. If they do, I can't fuck with them anymore. Soooo not a Donnie fan.

-I'm wayyyy too addicted to ginger ale and dollar arizonas. They are truly made from the best stuff on Earth.

UPDATED: Asher Roth releases statement. "I hate to disappoint and take away the entertainment of it all but I am straight, not gay. It’s disheartening to know such “news” on someone’s personal life can be portrayed as fact with no viable source. This, to me, is an opportunity to expose our vulnerability to lies and manipulation through unprofessional and irresponsible news outlets, in which people consider TRUTH. Further, someone’s sexual orientation should NEVER be big news, as it delivers a troubling message to children that they can’t be themselves without fear of judgment. Race, creed, and sexual persuasion should not just be tolerated but understood and accepted. It’s extremely disappointing that this topic would be used with the intention of being hurtful. We are near 2010….2010!! Yet race, sex and religion still play a major role in a hate driven society. For the love of the future and humanity….let’s wake up." AMEN.

UPDATED: The plumber came and put in a new circulator in my house. I'm all smiles and giggles again :)

brittany murphy dead.

2009-12-20T14:18:00.000-08:00

Actress Brittany Murphy of "8 Mile" and "Just Married" fame has died at the age of 32. Reports say that she died of cardiac arrest around 10 am this morning. This is so sad. I remember seeing pictures of her just a few days ago and I thought she looked a little frail and sickly. I never imagined she'd be dead. It's so heartbreaking especially since her plans for the new year were to hopefully have a baby with her husband. Smh. R.I.P.

well, the weather outside is frightful...

2009-12-19T16:06:00.000-08:00

The snow and I have a love/hate relationship. As a kid, my fondest memory of the snow was my brother knocking my glasses off in the snow and then hitting me in the eye with a snowball. I was crying and my eyeball was damn near frostbitten. He's a bastard. As I got older, I began to like it. Building snowmen, catching snowflakes on my tongue, making penis-shaped snow angels...yeah, snow is cool. But now? It's a drag. It just keeps me from doing things. And I hate the cold. Thank God I went out and got this kick ass hat.

I love it. It keeps my head and ears nice and cozy. I feel I have an obsession with it now. I pretty much wear it all the time. I have to get more.

girl crushes: 1st edition

2009-12-19T15:47:00.000-08:00

Some women are just so beautiful. No, not a lesbo, but I'd definitely consider switching teams for some of these chicks ;)

1. Scarlett Johansson. She's gorgeous, has a great style, and seems like the [hot] girl next door. I love her, especially in "The Nanny Diaries."

2. Charlize Theron. Have you seen her performance in "Monster"? She is a great actress and she's super hot. I'd smash, no doubt.

3. Rosario Dawson. Dude, do you see her? `Nuff said.

kid cudi leaves monster's ball tour.

2009-12-18T19:05:00.000-08:00

Ohhh my baby. Cudi has decided to leave Lady Gaga's Monster's Ball tour and I, for one, think its because he jawed some dude at his show the other night (lmaoooo it was the wrong dude! cudi wtf?!) but I could be wrong. Here's the official statement for why he left.

Kid Cudi has decided to take an early leave of absence from Lady Gaga’s Monster Ball tour, in order to balance his schedule surrounding the recording of his next album and acting commitments. Cudi does not want to disappoint his fans and will move forward with his individual show dates in December and throughout the month of January. –DREAM ON

Not really sad he left the tour since I couldn't get tickets. Maybe I'll go see his show when he comes to NY. And I can't wait for "How to Make it in America." Seeing Cudi act...fuck yeah.

new rihanna.

2009-12-18T18:58:00.000-08:00

I'm going to be honest: I love the song and like the video. My only problem is I don't believe a word Rihanna says. She's trying way too hard to sound/be "hard" I feel like she can talk all her shit to industry chicks but wouldn't dare play that on the block. But besides that, I will say that I'm feeling a couple songs on her album (go download Rockstar 101 & G4L) and the effort she put forth in the video. Hot outfits too.

Dude, was she saying "where them bloggers at?" I swear to God I've been saying "where them fly guhls at, where them fly guhls at?!" lmao OOPS.

chris henry pronounced dead.

2009-12-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

The 26 year old Cincinnati Bengals wide receiver has been pronounced dead after falling out the back of a moving pick up truck after a dispute with his fiancee. R.I.P.

one of the baddest singers alive.

2009-12-17T06:16:00.000-08:00

Christina Aguilera. I've been in love with her from the very start. Of course, as a young girl, I was Team Britney first but when the world told us to choose sides, I was Team Christina all the way. Her vocal skills are so out of this world and I get chills when I hear her sing. Whenever people ask me to sing, I choose one of three songs: Alicia Keys' "If I Ain't Got You," or Christina's songs "Hurt," or "Oh, Mother." These songs just take me there and allow me to show off my ability (andshitonafewbutimnotbragging) No one can deny that she's one of the greatest voices of our generation. Here's Christina's performance of "Oh, Mother" from her MTV special and her VMA performance of "Hurt"

my christmas list.

2009-12-16T12:08:00.000-08:00

1. Classic black pump. Rosemore from Aldo. Must have.

2. ~~iPod Touch~~. Nope, heard my Daddy's getting me this. Yay me!

3. Jordans. Not these necessarily but I can't choose which ones I want yet.

4. Another pair of Uggs.

5. Various clothing articles. I'm going to treat myself since uh...I have no one to buy me anything.

2009-12-16T10:18:00.000-08:00

AMEN-GAZA KIM (it was playing but i kinda got sick of that playlist)

My anthem right now. Yeah, I’m glad Jesus has removed the annoying/unnecessary men in my life but I’m glad he has rid my life of unnecessary people period. One thing I hate doing is wasting my time and I seemed to have done that a lot this year. I don’t have time for people who aren’t doing shit with their lives. If you’re not helping me or inspiring me to be a better person, get the hell out of my face. You serve no purpose. Kill yourself.
And as for men…just remember. Boys are like busses…miss one, next fifteen, one coming :)

random rant

2009-12-15T19:30:00.000-08:00

-Christmas is gonna be hella weak this year. I don't even think I'm getting anything.

-School sucks and I have one more week. Thank you Jesus.

-If you've never been in love, don't judge a person who is. Love makes you do crazy things..shit you obviously can't comprehend unless you've been there.

-Why is Dwight Howard suing his baby mama for 9.2 mill? He know that bitch ain't got that kinda money.

-After 2 years of battling breast cancer, Tisha Taylor (Charlie Murphy's wife) lost her battle. R.I.P.

-I'm determined to get a pair of Jordans. I've never had one and I'm feigning for them. Why? I don't know...

-I love DeSean Jackson. That tis all...

feeling sucky

2009-12-15T17:49:00.000-08:00

I hate this little sad/depressed state I'm in. Okay sooo...I said I still had feelings for my ex and I decided to act on it. I saw him, told him how I felt and basically, I got deaded. He said he didn't have feelings for me but he doesn't have feelings about anything lately. Wtf does that even mean? I don't know...I thought I picked my face up off the floor and moved on but uhh....guess not. I saw him today and I broke down. I got all emotional and sad and I guess he could tell since he asked me if I was okay. I got a little teary eyed but I made sure no one saw.

This is so not me. This year has changed me completely and I've become so emotional and I now wear my heart on my sleeve. I don't like it because its hard for me to mask my emotions but...I guess that can be considered a gift and a curse. Anyway, I hate that I still have feelings for him especially since he doesn't have any for me even though he told me he did like two months ago but WHATEVER. Moving on....

So as of right now, I'm completely COMPLETELY single. No boos on the side, no boyfriend, no potentials, no nothing. I've had enough of 2009. Bring on the new year.

new timbaland.

2009-12-09T09:13:00.000-08:00

Here's Timbaland's first single off his new album "Shock Value II" featuring Drake. I liked the original version I heard but...what version is this?

new kid cudi.

2009-12-09T08:38:00.000-08:00

Here's Cudi's new video for the "Pursuit of Happiness." I would've posted it yesterday but the video on worldstar had an audio delay. Heyyy Scotty...I see you baby ;)

Kid Cudi- Pursuit Of Happiness from Dom Richichi on Vimeo.

new trey songz.

2009-12-07T17:04:00.000-08:00

Here's the latest video from Trey called "One Love." This is by far my favorite song off the album and I love this video mainly because of the live performance/documentary vibe. His vocals are great and I can't wait for Up Close and Ready.

death at a funeral.

2009-12-05T10:03:00.001-08:00

This is a definite must see. I know it's going to be hilarious.

damn it all to hell.

2009-12-04T09:25:00.000-08:00

Okay no, seriously....I miss my ex...like on some true G shit, I miss him. He was the one dude who I knew, without a doubt in my mind, loved me. I NEVER had to second guess his love for me because not only did he tell me, he showed me. Whyyyyyyyyy did we break up?! Ugh....and its not like we even broke up some "I HATE YOU!" "NO, I HATE YOU MORE!" shit. It was a mutual thing because I wasn't in the right place in my life and neither was he. But dude......I miss him. I wish I had the courage to actually tell him. I told him I still had feelings for him before and he said the same but we both established we didn't love each other anymore. I'd give my right titty to be with him right about now....

....okay maybe not my titty but you see where I'm going. Maybe this is my loneliness getting the best of me but I've felt this way about him for a while. He was such a great guy and I can't stop thinking about him. We've always been able to be honest with each other about our feelings, whether they were good or bad, but I just can't seem to find it in me to tell him. I'm terrified that any feelings he had for me are gone. And I don't know if he's talking to someone (imma kill the bitch if he is......nah just kidding.......no i'm not...) and I'm not the type to break up a happy home. OMG......this sucks.

i hate the holidays.

2009-12-04T07:51:00.000-08:00

This is such a lonely time for me. All my friends are buying gifts for their significant others and wondering what they may be getting, couples seem to be popping up everywhere I turn...it's just driving me mad! I've never spent the holidays with a boyfriend even though I've had boyfriends during those times. Captain Asshole was gone for majority of our relationship so I never got to properly celebrate with him, Lorne and I broke up in the beginning of December...come to think of it....I think we broke up this very day last year. Wow.......anywho, I just really wish I had someone to be all cute and mushy with. That's not anywhere near my style but I'm craving love and affection right now.

happy birthday jay-z. rest in peace pimp c

2009-12-04T07:20:00.000-08:00

Today marks Jay-Z's 40th birthday and the 2 year anniversary of Pimp C's death. It's a bittersweet day but either way, I pay my respects to two hip hop heavyweights. UGK 4 Life.

what's sexy?

2009-12-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

Everyone has their own opinion on what being sexy is but a lot of opinions are based solely on outer appearance. Beauty is only skin deep and for me to really consider a person sexy, they have to have more than just looks going for them. Here's my picks for the 6 (couldn't do 5. I hate odd numbers) sexiest people in the world and why. (no particular order).

1. Vashtie Kola. She's the epitome of a cool chick to me. She's fun, super cute, and she truly lives up to her nickname "Downtown's Sweetheart." For a while I only knew her as "Pharrell's girlfriend" but after doing my research and peeping her blog, I now see Ms. Vashtie is so much more than that. She's a director (think music: Kid Cudi, Justin Bieber, Solange, etc.) a designer, artist, party promoter, and the list goes on. She's funny and has her own style, which I love. She's more than just a pretty face and her "I'mma do me" attitude is what makes her sexy.

2. Kid Cudi. He's sexy for a number of reasons. The main reason being that he's not trying to be something he's not. He's not trying to be a gangsta, he's not trying to be a ladies' man, he's just being Scott. The self-proclaimed "Man on the Moon," is a jokester, a dork, and a creative mind all wrapped in gorgeous packaging. Cudi thinks outside the box and doesn't stay in the narrow lane that rap has paved. He's not afraid to experiment with different sounds, not afraid to rock his skinny jeans and chucks, and not afraid to be his true cheeseburger, weed loving self. And any man who can hop on stage dressed like Max from "Where the Wild Things Are" in a wolf costume and rock out is fucking hot to me.

3. Alicia Keys. Yes, my idol is drop dead gorgeous and has a kick ass body but she's also fun and she's extremely talented. She's an amazing singer, writer, musician but also a philanthropist, which is probably what I admire most about her. She's the co-founder of the non-profit organization, Keep a Child Alive, which helps provide medicine to families with HIV and AIDS in Africa. She's done so many concerts and traveled so many places trying to raise awareness about AIDS and poverity in Africa. She's used her fame to help others and to garner attention for important topics. She's selfless and I think that's beautiful.

4. Trey Songz. Everyone knows I love dude like hell but I'm not only attracted to Trey because he's fine as all get out. This country boy is intelligent, a go-getter and he's inspirational. His skills as an artist amaze me sometimes. He's not afraid to be silly (have you seen this idiot dancing like Diddy on Youtube?) and a man with a sense of humor is extremely sexy. But the day he went in on Sandra Rose on twitter for the shit she was saying about him, was the day I knew he had my heart. He's a clown and the fact that he can make a woman's panties wet with just a look is pretty damn sexy too.

5. Omahyra Mota. Hmmm...where do I begin? Chick is straight bad ass and I would do her any day of the damn week. Yes, she's a high fashion model but she's not your average. She's a cigarette smoking, tattoo donning Dominican mami, who could probably kick any woman or man's ass. Majority of the photoshoots she does are edgy and sometimes a bit scary but in her case, scary is sexy. She's beautiful and I love her "fuck the world" attitude. She doesn't care if you don't like her and she does her own thing. That's hot.

6. Common. Amazing rapper, talented actor, adoring father, beautiful soul. Even though Common is physically attractive, his mind is what captivates me. He's so deep and is such an intellectual and that's a turn on. I feel he's a man that can stimulate your mind, body, and soul completely and have you following him around like a lost puppy. He's also part of the "Knowing Is Beautiful" movement, which supports HIV/AIDS awareness. But this conscious rapper isn't just all work and no play. Common is an avid basketball player, and a good one I hear, and can be seen on plenty blogs taking his daughter out for some daddy/daughter time and frolicking along beaches with girlfriend, Serena Williams. Gotta love that man.

new dj khaled.

2009-12-04T04:31:00.000-08:00

Here's the video for Khaled's "Fed Up" featuring the all star line up of Usher, Young Jeezy, Rick Ross, and Drake. I love it. I think everybody killed their verse but I was sooo open for Jeezy. Love him. Could've done without the scene with Khaled in the beginning but he's always trying to tell a story behind shit so eh.

tatted up.

2009-12-02T13:47:00.000-08:00

Yeah, after two set backs, I finally went and got tatted. I'm very happy with the outcome. I got them done in one sitting, no breaks, no flinching, no crying; I took it like a straight G. My bestie's boyfriend bought me a bottle of Grey Goose the day before just in case I needed it. That was sweet considering me and dude hadn't even met yet but I don't drink anymore. I felt kinda bad for not partaking in the drinking session. Whoops.

Anywho, on the left wrist is the Chinese symbol for PEACE and my dad's bday(9.3.55) and on the right wrist is the symbol for PROSPERITY and my mom's bday(10.26.62). They have meanings behind it but I'll tell you that another time. If you're thinking about getting tatted on the wrists, be prepared because it does hurt. I take pain well but even I was surprised at how sensitive that area is. Damn those veins! The shading is supposed to be the worst part but it wasn't that bad. It just sucked because he had to go over it like twice and I'm sitting there like "Umm...okay dude..you can move on now..." But it was well worth the pain. I showed my parents this morning and they liked it. My brother knew I was getting them but didn't realize I had their birthdays on it last night because he was too high. Dumb ass.

random rant of the week

2009-12-02T13:37:00.000-08:00

-Will everyone please shut the hell up about Tiger Woods? We all make mistakes and he was just another person to get caught with his hand in the cookie jar. He's dumb, end of story.

-Is it bad I'm thinking about my ex? I mean, I want to say its because I just broke up with Captain Asshole but I've been thinking about him for a minute now. I miss him, I miss us. I kind of wish I could go back in time...

-Why is Vybz Kartel so bomb? I'm not West Indian but all my best friends are and they got me into it. I LOVE Vybz Kartel. Hurt as hell in the face but he's the shit.

-I got it bad for Rashard Lewis. I tried to fight the love, but I can't. He is soooooooooo gorgeous and he can ball like nobody's business. So glad to see he's playing like he used to. And I called his saynow the other morning and I definitely think he picked it up...like...not a machine but the man himself. I hung up with the quickness lmao I love you, Ice-O ;)

-So mad I missed the Victoria's Secret Fashion show. I hope one of these blogs cover what happened so I can get the scoop.

new jeremih.

2009-12-02T11:24:00.000-08:00

One of my favorites off the album. Interesting video.

50 on Tyra.

2009-12-02T05:09:00.001-08:00

I've made it pretty clear that I'm not a fan of 50 Cent anymore. The whole beef shit he does is just super annoying and even though I can understand him retaliating against someone who disrespects him or him defending his boys, I'm over it. Don't really listen to his music anymore (Get Rich or Die Tryin is still my shit though. Best 50) but I have to admit, as a person, I like him. This interview he did on the Tyra Show was fun, playful, and light. He kept me entertained and interested the whole time. He was funny and witty and I like that side of 50. And I like the fact that he's actually a businessman. The cologne, the book, the movies, the music, the record label; this man is about his money and I can respect that. Peep him on the Tyra Show below.

a promise i must keep.

2009-11-29T08:51:00.000-08:00

Okay, I say this every year as my New Year's resolution but no, I feel like I need to get started early. I've gained so much weight this year because of personal issues and me just not taking care of myself and right here, right now, I say it stops. When I was doing track I was in the best shape of my life and I've fallen off so bad. It's time for me to get myself together and to keep it up for the rest of my life because Lord knows its harder to lose the weight the older you get. I break this promise to myself every year but enough is enough. Gotta get it together! Thanksgiving didn't really do anything to me mainly because I suck at eating. I'm the number one worst person to take to the buffet because I can only eat one plate and to make things worse, I eat like a turtle. I just make the wrong decisions when I dine out. Hella annoying dude. I'm gonna get me and the bestie back on the right track, back to eating right, and back to running and working out if it kills me.

Time to get on that Kanye Workout Plan. Now, where's my tape?

you make my love come down.

2009-11-26T14:16:00.000-08:00

I know this video has been out for a while now but I LOVE this song. I crank this shit on a regular and even though I cannot stand Diddy, he knows how to make hits. This is my jam.

bored again.

2009-11-25T09:03:00.000-08:00

Me, my pearl and royal blue frost nails, and Queen nosey behind. Cute how her eyes kinda match my nails.

product of my boredom

2009-11-24T20:00:00.000-08:00

10 things you want for Christmas:

1.acoustic guitar
2.money
3.tickle me elmooo!
4.drum set (a girl can dream right?)
5.for my dog to be an adult already
6.nail polish
7.happiness
8.trey songz (still dreaming...)
9.a friggin blackberry!
10.socks with the individual toes hehe

9 musicians/bands you love:

1.alicia keys
2.keyshia cole
3.kid cudi
4.paramore
5.linkin park
6.kanye west
7.fall out boy
8.max b (guilty pleasure)
9.me!

8 things you do everyday:

1.brush my teeth
2.play with Queen
3.talk on the phone
4.mess around on twitter and facebook
5.text
6.sleep
7.share a good laugh with my bro
8.eat

7 things you enjoy:

1.singing
2.shopping
3.writing
4.finding out new things about myself
5.music
6.dancing
7.putting on a fake accent while listening to reggae lmao

6 things that will always win your heart:

1.honesty
2.great sense of humor
3.respect
4.warm smile
5.babies
6.my family/friends

5 favourites:

1.Movie: Juno
2.Song: Lifetime-Prophet Jones (my wedding song)
3.Book: Harlem Girl Lost
4.Band: TLC
5.Season: Spring

4 smells you enjoy:

1.west indian food
2.almond cookie from carol's daughter
3.warm cookies
4.gasoline (dont ask...)

3 places you want to go

1.egypt
2.france
3.africa

2 holidays you love:

1.my birthday duhhh
2.christmas

1 person you’d marry on the spot:

1.three way tie between trey/fab/cudi...wait...can't i just have them all?

the fame monster album review

2009-11-24T09:04:00.000-08:00

I went and brought Lady Gaga's "The Fame Monster" deluxe edition yesterday and just as I expected, I was not let down. It contains two discs, the 8 new songs on disc 1 and her first album "The Fame" on disc 2. From day one I knew Gaga would be huge. She's a musical genius and isn't afraid to push the envelope. You can practically dance to every song she has and who doesn't love that? But what I love the most about this album and her writing in general is that there is always an underlying meaning in the songs that we probably will never catch. I caught a few but when I first heard "Pokerface" I didn't know it was about having sex with a dude but she was thinking about a woman. Crazy.

When I got the album I immediately wanted to hear "Monster" because on MTV she told Sway the song was about a guy who has a huge...peen. No, I didn't just wanna hear it for that reason but I wanted to know what the hell the song would sound like. As soon as I heard her say "I never seen one like that before..." I knew I was going to be in for some shit. The song isn't as sexual as I thought it would be but it was still good. She sure has some interesting stories behind these songs.

A few of my other favorites are "Dance in the Dark," "Teeth," "Paper Gangsta," and "Telephone" featuring Beyonce which is SO much better than Beyonce's "Video Phone" featuring Gaga. No one likes a guy or girl blowing up their phone while they're out having a good time. The beat is sick and this Rodney Jerkins' produced track is the best one off the album. Gaga starts off "Teeth" just as nasty as she wants to be. "Don't be scared...I've done this before..." if you couldn't figure it out from the opening line, its about oral sex. The sexy thromping makes you want to move your body.

"The Fame Monster" does not disappoint and the new songs are great along with the great ones from "The Fame." If you love to have a good time and love to dance, this is the album for you. And if you haven't already heard the first album, what the hell are you waiting for? It's hot! Viva La Gaga!

what i deserve.

2009-11-23T18:11:00.000-08:00

Me and ~~Military Man~~ Captain Asshole are done. I won't go into details as to why but let's just say that these social networking sites are terrible for relationships. He knows what he did, I know what he did. My heart is breaking and I shed a few tears, all before I had to go to my 3:45 class but then I realized that he didn't deserve me. I was a loving, supportive girlfriend...a damn good girlfriend who would've given him the world if he asked for it but he just couldn't see that. For the past year and a half I stood behind him as he went to do his army thing and I waited for him...hell, I was still waiting up until today for his return home.

I've cried enough tears over this man. No more. I'm taking this as a lesson learned and I'm not going to mope or be depressed like the previous times we've gone through BS. He was my first (as in virginity and love) and I will never forget him nor will I ever stop loving him. But as far as our relationship goes, we're kaput. Gosh this sucks major dick but I have no choice but to move on.

Another relationship is the last thing on my mind. I need to relax and just be single for a second. "It's time for an official nigga," I can clearly remember this convo between me and my best friend. She's found her official dude after a series of flops and so has my other bestie. Why I'm stuck in a rut with these wrong guys is blowing my mind.

It's about that time for me to take a look at myself and see what I may be doing wrong and also to take a look at the men I've dated. I always seem to fall for the bad boys. Oh yeah ladies, don't believe the hype; they're not all their cracked up to be. Anywho, I picked up a few things at the mall today to make me feel better. I have to stop shopping until Black Friday comes. I've been going IN since Saturday and I need to slow my roll.

That was totally off topic. Sorry.

Love is a beautiful thing and I don't regret loving Captain Asshole. Yes, he hurt me but I'm not the type of chick to shit on someone just because they didn't do right by me. He is an amazing guy, just not the one for me. I bag enough dudes to know there will be others but I'm going to be hella selective. I'm not the girl I used to be and I know what I want in a man and a relationship and I refuse to settle anymore.

I deserve a respectful, caring, God-fearing, strong, independent man who knows a good thing when he sees it.

Shawty, where you at?

laugh of the day.

2009-11-22T11:44:00.001-08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

new toni braxton.

2009-11-22T11:41:00.000-08:00

Toni's finally back with her new song with my love Trey Songz. "So Yesterday" is a nice track. Didn't like it at first but seeing the video made me like it more. Toni's long wig or weave was nice but that short bob was horrid. Highlight of the video? The men! Shannon Brown would've been super hot but Brooke Hogan killed his sexy, Trey always looks so fine but Ron Artest surprised the shit outta me. He was looking all good at the end of the video when he was taking off his shirt. Ugh, love a tall, strong man. Lemme find out, Ron.

new fabolous.

2009-11-22T11:38:00.000-08:00

The lover's new video and one of my favs off "Loso's Way." Here's "I'mma Do It" featuring Kobe.

such a happy camper.

2009-11-22T11:25:00.000-08:00

Shopping yesterday with the bestie Minia was hella fun. I was in dire need of clothes and even though I didn't get everything I set out to get, I got majority of it. Shirts, dresses, leggings, skinny jeans (i now refuse to wear any other kind) Uggs, those sort of thangsss. I've been dying for Uggs for a minute so I'm super happy I got a pair. Definitely copping another. Tomorrow I'll go get the other necessities after class. I'm obsessed with Sally Hansen products and I have to get her Insta-Dri Nail Polish and Opi's Ate Berries in the Canaries and Pamplona Purple. Hmmm...gotta get jewelry, perfume, and some good lotion. I might hit Carol's Daughter since I've never been. Heard their products are good. Ermmm...still gotta get shoes for my dress. I'm thinking either a pair of booties or a sexy pair of cage heels. Anywho, here's a few pics of what I bought.

uggs and a D&G bag.

got three other ones but i didnt feel like posting all of them. i wanted plain shirts cause i love to dress them up with jewelry.

i am in love with this dress. IN LOVE. it fits so well on me but its a tad short. we shall find a way to fix that though.

`ello gov`nuh!

2009-11-20T08:26:00.000-08:00

Yes, I'm back from my short hiatus. People and life were really getting on my nerves so I needed a second to get my head together. Did you miss me? Yes? Yayyy!! No? Screw you.

I have about three weeks left of school and I'm hella excited. This was by far thee worst semester of my college career, I won't even try to fake the funk. Won't go into details but let's just say my ~~daddy~~ father won't be too happy. Oh well. Not feeling him nowadays anyway. He's becoming less and less important to me. That's a whole other story though.

MUST.STAY.ON.TOPIC. Anywho, it just kind of hit me that I'm messing up in school and for what? Like, really? There's no reason to be a fuck-up especially when I'm paying for it! I'm going IN next semester. Gotta get it together, for real this time. No more bullshit.

I'm going shopping tomorrow and next week, I'm doing something I've been saying I was gonna do since I was about fifteen. It's a surprise but next week, I shall reveal it! But tomorrow is bittersweet. Mom is going into the hospital for her surgery and I do not like that. I hate hospitals and I'm always worried for my parents' well being when they go in. I don't trust people and I'm just scared for her.

Butttt the good news is I'm back and I'll be posting even if nobody reads this shit lol go meee!

new lady gaga.

2009-11-11T10:57:00.000-08:00

only came back to post this because i absolutely HAD to. this video is so fucking amazing i just felt like i had an obligation, a responsibility to present this to you guys. lady gaga is truly and utterly fantastic and is becoming a bigger and bigger inspiration to me. here's the new video for "Bad Romance" and i am still in awe of this wonderful creation. the dopest bitch walking.

ineedavacation.

2009-11-11T07:03:00.000-08:00

I'm so sick and tired of trying to be nice to people. I try to help them out, I try to give advice, and all they do is take my kindness for weakness. 1.) I'm not a nice person to begin with so if I go out of my way to help you in any way, shape or form, then take notice of that. 2.) Everyone loves to be shown some appreciation and to not be shown any is a BITCH.

I swear one day I'mma just tell these bitches off. It seems there's still a bit of niceness (is that even a word? fuck it, it is today) floating around because when it comes to telling someone off, someone who's supposed to be a friend, its kind of hard for me. I honestly don't like to hurt people's feelings but sometimes that's the only way they fucking get it. I'm so sick of lame ass people.

I wish I could smoke but I can't. I wish I still drank but I don't. I'm about to spaz in this bitch. I'll be away for a little while. See yall when I get my head right.

new omarion.

2009-11-10T08:13:00.000-08:00

Oh Omari....SIGH. I don't know what to think about the song or video. It was just....SIGH. At least CB came back hard when he made his return, you couldn't take pointers from your homie, O? Smh yall watch the vid and make your own opinion.

love at first sight.

2009-11-09T17:50:00.000-08:00

Is there such a thing? I've always wondered. I definitely believe in lust at first sight but love? Nah, I need to get to know a person before I can actually love them. When I first met ~~the boyfriend~~ Mr. Military Man (I hate labels) he didn't phase me not one bit. We would talk on the phone all the time, he'd say the sweetest things, tell me that my face (he had a picture of me on his phone) was the last thing he saw before he went to sleep, and just everything a guy should say to make a chick swoon over them but I just wasn't falling for it. I mean, maybe its because of my past with men but I don't gush over guys. If I didn't talk to him or text him, I wasn't freaking out. He was just another guy to me. Yeah, Summer of `08 I was on my bullshxt and didn't take guys seriously. They were my 'hoes' and boy oh boy did I have a lot of them. Had dudes on deck...okay rambling. Anyway, he initially annoyed me but as time progressed I realized how much I loved him.

I think love at first sight is a crock of shit. There can definitely be a huge attraction between two people but not love. Everyone knows I go ape-shit for Trey and when I first saw him in this magazine (Blender mag, I believe. It was some ad he was in) I thought he was hot, did my research, heard him sing, but didn't fall in love until I saw a few interviews and heard his debut album.

Holy shit....I had a lot of stuff to say about love at first sight but after talking about dude and then going on about Trey, I kinda forgot where I was going with this. Ummm...yeah.

The gist of this post: love at first sight is about as real as the tooth fairy to me. Sorry kiddies but mama's a non-believer.

EPIC FAIL.

2009-11-09T15:59:00.000-08:00

Katt Williams was arrested today on buglary and criminal trespassing charges. Word is he broke into someone's house and stole some things including jewelry. What is going on in this man's life? He was the shit less than two years ago and now he's just going downhill. And why the hell is he so happy in his mugshot? This poor unfortunate soul. I'mma pray for him.

a spoof already.

2009-11-07T14:27:00.000-08:00

I don't know who dude is but he spoofed Trey's "Invented Sex" video and song. I was DYING when he tried to give her the banana lmao she was mad! This was cute and funny so I can't even hate. And he has such a baby face, how adorable!

i knew i wasn't crazy...

2009-11-06T15:45:00.000-08:00

Trey kept saying the new single was "Invented Sex/Say Aah" and the whole time I'm watching his soft porn aka "Invented Sex" I'm like, "Where the hell is my Fab?!" Soooo I did some searching and here's the whole video with both songs. Jesus...what I wouldn't give to have these two alone ;) muahahaha! Fab doesn't get to do his verse but it says to be continued so hey...it's a start. Peep it.

fun facts!

2009-11-06T12:28:00.000-08:00

*The majority of dust in your home consists of your own dead skin. (omg ew. so going to dust more)

*Dolphins sleep with one eye open.

*Did you know butterflies taste with their feet? (Weird...)

*Men are 6 times more likely to be struck by lightning than women. (Yessss!)

*Marilyn Monroe has 6 toes on her foot.

*A giraffe’s tongue measures 2 feet long in length. (fed a giraffe one time and its tongue is so thick and slimy and damn near the length of my forearm! No bueno.)

2009-11-06T08:07:00.001-08:00

what turns men on.

2009-11-05T13:57:00.000-08:00

Male Turn Ons

1.Women who leave something to the imagination As unbelievable as it sounds, men often prefer to be teased with a little taste of what is to come. This would include a woman who dresses to show a little skin, but not too much. For example, a female who offers the slight glimpse of a thong or a bra strap is often more seductive than one who is scantily clad. Women who maintain a certain degree of class are always more attractive to men than women who openly share all their secrets!

2.She is not afraid to admit that she loves sex There is nothing wrong with enjoying the act of sex, and there are fewer things more attractive to a man than a woman who can admit this! Many men have a major obsession with sex, so a sexually confident woman with a healthy sex drive is a big turn on for them.

3.She has a strong sense of self-esteem It is said that the dream of all men is to have a woman at his beck and call; au contraire, most men are looking for a woman who can think for herself. Men are hugely turned on by a woman who believes in herself and has the confidence to speak her mind. Men tire easily of women who constantly need to be reassured. A woman with self-esteem is more challenging and keeps men on their toes!

4.She knows how to talk dirty It may sound cliché, but men love it when a woman talks dirty! For men, hearing a woman describe what she wants sexually is a turn on. Women who effortlessly talk dirty are exciting and hold the promise of amazing sex.

5.She loves her body Men love to look at women's bodies. It is no secret that men love a great pair of breasts or a lovely backside. Moreover, men love a woman who appreciates what she's got and is not shy to show it. It is difficult to be turned on by a woman who is ashamed of her body, but a woman who embraces her attributes will always win the attention of eager men!

6. She has an accent You have probably heard this one before and you may find it hard to believe, but true enough, an accent is a male turn on. Regardless of whether she is from Scotland or Spain, her accent will be perceived as exotic to a man. It is especially sexy when she is describing what she loves to do in bed!

7.She has a wicked sense of humor A woman who can be funny is very attractive and approachable. Men are turned on by a witty woman; one who can dish it out as well as she can take it! A sense of humor adds playfulness to the relationship and always keeps them coming back for more!

8.She is adventurous Women who are willing to try new things and live on the wild side will always win the attention of a man. Showing a free-spirited nature is sexy and a challenge for any man!

9.She is independent Men do not like to think that every woman is seeking a lifetime commitment. Men are turned on by women who can have casual relationships, without attachment. An independent woman is self-sufficient and free to have fun!

10.She looks like a centerfold We can all fantasize, can't we? Men know that the majority of women do not look like Pamela Anderson, but that doesn't keep them from wishing they could hook up with one who does.

new gucci mane.

2009-11-05T08:05:00.001-08:00

Currently not feeling the song. Maybe it'll grow on me.

new trey songz.

2009-11-04T17:57:00.000-08:00

God, why?! Why do you do this to me?! OMG...ohmysweetbabyjesus...my mouth was on the floor the whole video. The way he was touching her, licking her, sucking on her flesh...omg...I just cannot do it...I can't...ice has never been so dirty. View at your own risk.

new melanie fiona.

2009-11-04T10:31:00.000-08:00

Here's the new video for Melanie Fiona's "It Kills Me." I love this song and even though I wasn't really into Mel in the beginning, she has definitely grown on me. She has a beautiful voice and seems like such a sweet girl. Peep the vid.

Melanie Fiona - It Kills Me Music Video

MELANIE FIONA | MySpace Video

WET PANTIES WEDNESDAY!!

2009-11-04T05:03:00.000-08:00

I know I always say I have a new obsession but now, I really do. Like...he's up there with Trey & Fab. Mr. Keston Karter. I first peeped shorty in my Essence magazine and did my research and now I must share him with yall [even though I don't really wanna lol so what, im stingy!] TheYBF and Necole Bitchie [who got to interview him...lucky!] have both shown him love so I figured it was only right that I do too so here is the sexiness that is model/actor Keston Karter. Enjoy ;)

shall i rape him now or later? hmmm...

<3

2009-11-03T18:35:00.001-08:00

I don't know why but I'm just so full of love lately. This song just describes so perfectly how I'm feeling right now.

I Love You - Faith Evans

minx nails.

2009-11-03T17:33:00.000-08:00

I tried not to give into the trend but damn it, I can't deny when something is hot. Minx nails have been very popular this past year and everyone from Beyonce to Fergie has been rocking them. The colors and designs are so amazingly cute and now, I feel I must give in. I must get minx nails! Here are some of my favs.

blue lightning.

dark blue with seagreen circles.

halloween silver lightning spider webs

ruby red lightning

decisions, decisions...

2009-11-03T12:01:00.000-08:00

For the longest I've been wanting a tattoo. I've had sort of a fascination with them since I was about fifteen and have been trying to get one ever since. My parents have been against me getting them so every time they said no, I got a piercing. So I'm at 11 piercings and no tattoos. I'm 19 and since I no longer need their permission, I'm going to get one. Now, the only tough part is deciding what to get. I want something original or at least something that not a lot of people have. Definitely not getting a heart, my name, stars, a cross, or anything of that nature because EVERYBODY has those.

I really want a Phoenix tattoo but the one I want would take up my whole back and 1) I'm not sitting through that pain 2) I'd like to be able to show my back and not have people gawking at it and 3) its kind of manly. I'm mad because I always think I have a good idea of what I want but I change my mind at the last minute.

Maybe I should wait till he comes home to get one since he gets all his done for free. Dude has like over 10 tattoos [] and I'm sure he could help me figure out something. Ugh....I hate waiting.

2009-11-02T19:46:00.000-08:00

three months until his return :)

chrisette michele premiere.

2009-11-02T19:38:00.000-08:00

new chrisette michele featuring wale. "fragile" is a nice track. im digging it.

Fragile - Chrisette Michele

rambling....

2009-11-02T18:14:00.000-08:00

I'm really pissed off I cannot change this stupid layout. I find so many cute ones and I have no idea how to change it. I tried to upload it and the shit never works. I'm ready to give up but I wanna change it! I'M TIRED OF BLOGGER'S LAME LAYOUTS! I FEEL LIKE MY BLOG SUCKS CAUSE OF IT!

sigh.

random rant of the week

2009-11-02T15:45:00.000-08:00

-Paula Patton is pregnant! Yesss! I adore her and Robin Thicke as a couple and I can only imagine how cute their bundle of joy is gonna be. Congrats to the two!

-Am I the only one who doesn't care about Rihanna on Good Morning America or 20/20 or whatever one it is? I'm so over what happened between her and Chris. And I haven't heard not one new song from her...don't really wanna hear them.

-I wanna take pole dancing lessons. Is that so wrong? I'd love to put on my cop costume and strip for my man...maybe bust out some of my "Player's Club" moves. Ha!

-The Philly Eagles won against the Giants and I'm too happy. It's the first game of the Eagles I was actually able to see and we won 40-17. Fuck yeah! And ugh...I am soo about to marry Desean Jackson. Loved him before but even more after his amazing touchdown. Wooot!

-Amerie's new album is coming out November 3rd. Anyone buying it?......Anyone?

-Beyonce is set to premiere her video "Video Phone" with Lady Gaga on November 5th. Are you ready?

CB Official Album Cover

2009-11-02T15:29:00.000-08:00

Sweet. I'm feeling it. I have really been falling for Chris lately. He's definitely gotten his sexy back [even though some of yall will tell me he never lost it. whatever holmes..] and the video for "ICTY" is definitely growing on me.

why i love teyana taylor

2009-11-02T08:09:00.000-08:00

Too damn funny. Her and her boys as Sheneneh, Bonquisha and Key-lo-lo from Martin. Hella original and super hilarious. Get it!

halloween=bullshit.

2009-11-01T08:49:00.000-08:00

Last night I got all dressed up as a sexy cop. I had the tight romper on, had the handcuffs, the stilettos, the police hat, the badge, the nightstick and drove 45 minutes to a party that was cancelled at the beginning of the day. I was PISSED. Nobody called and told us the party wasn't happening and we wasted gas and toll and for WHAT?! Omg....just writing this is making me pissed off all over again. The one halloween I decide to go all out for was a fucking waste. I cannot believe the bullshit. I spend almost $100 on my costume and it was all for nothing.

What a waste of time!

happy birthday bia!!

2009-11-01T08:46:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to one of my besties, Bia! I love this girl so much. One of the three girls I'd die for. Finally her and her little sausage fingers are 19! Yay!

throwback video.

2009-10-31T11:20:00.001-07:00

I decided to do another one because I heard the song and remembered just how much I love the song and D'Angelo. I wish he would make his comeback because he was so huge in the 90's and his albums were so classic. And I love AZ's verse. His eyes are so pretty lol and D'Angelo's daughter is so precious. I just love this video.

throwback video.

2009-10-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

I swear 112's "Anywhere" has to be one of the sexiest songs and videos ever. When it comes on and the moment the beat drops, I instinctively move my hips. 112 was the shit during the 90's and pairing up with the ultra sexy Lil'Zane [I think my thing for lightskins started with him...] was a very good look. I miss all of them. Watching this video makes me want to get next to that special someone but of course....he's nowhere to be found. Barnacles =[

new britney

2009-10-31T08:19:00.000-07:00

Now for the past month or so I've been hearing a lot about this song "3," the latest from Ms. Britney Spears. Ever since she's come back on the scene with the new album, she's dropped nothing but hits. I've loved every song, every video, and Britney looked great. So I expected nothing less than greatness from this video. Wrong. I'm not as impressed with this song or video as I was with the others. Don't get me wrong, the song is still good and the video is cool but just not as good as the previous ones. Anyway, "3" is catchy and the black shoes she's wearing in the beginning; perfection. She looks very pretty in the video. Check it out.

Sorry for the Paramore video at the end but...who doesn't love Paramore? Bonus!

empire state of mind video premiere.

2009-10-30T14:42:00.000-07:00

Love it. I think I just have a thing for black and white videos. Makes me so proud to be from NY every time I hear this song.

how i adore this man.

2009-10-29T11:23:00.001-07:00

God, Cudi is fine! I still wish I knew why he left twitter...
found another! just hot!

daily dose of laughter

2009-10-29T09:02:00.000-07:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

weird phobias.

2009-10-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

I'm sure we've all seen at least one episode of Maury where they bring people on the show to talk to them about their phobias and try to get them to cope with it. Now, I'm deathly afraid of clowns...like, I literally freeze when I see one and I'm sure my heart stops until they're gone. This is a normal fear, even though my friends make fun of me all the time. I've been scared of them since I saw "Killer Klowns from Outter Space" and "IT" and when my dad scared the living daylights out of me with a killer clown mask when I was about 8. I won't look at them on TV, in person, I can't be near them, I don't wanna hear them honking their noses, I don't wanna see the rainbow hair...NOTHING! I will fuck a clown up if it ever comes near me [which I have]

Now...these people out here that are scared of mustard and cotton balls and q-tips are just ridiculous. It's insane to be scared of an inanimate object. What can mustard do to you?! Cotton balls don't make a sound! Q-Tips are to clean your ears! I honestly don't get it. I find it hilarious when I hear about these people being scared of mustard or syrup or some dumb shit like that. I have a perfectly valid reason for my fear of clowns. What possible reason can a person have for being scared of a cotton ball? It's just funny to me lmao suck it up!

teyana taylor-dope lips.

2009-10-29T08:34:00.000-07:00

No, its not a song. It's her line of lip gloss! The homie Teyana Taylor has created her own line of lip gloss called "Dope Lips" and I, for one, may just purchase it. Line should be out in 2010. In the meantime, head over to the website http://www.dopelips.com/ and check out the pics.

Love the ring she's rocking in the first two pics. Cute.

rambling....

2009-10-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

I need to write more songs. Right now, since I've semi-come out of my funk, I've written about four. For me, that's not a lot. I'm usually writing four a day not four over the span of two/three months. This is ridiculous. I haven't gotten my mojo back completely but I've been listening to different artists such as Adele, Muse, Mr. Hudson and a lot of reggae to become inspired. I'm going into the studio to record with a reggae artist soon [who's my boo! wait, isn't my...is he my boo? we need to establish that i see.] and this experience should be hella interesting to say the least.

Also buying an acoustic guitar soon. After I master that, its onto the piano in preparation for my transfer to a performing arts school. I told yall I'm a one-woman band! I'm serious!

I'm just so excited. These past two months have been HELL for me. I try not to let it show but I've been going through a lot and I need some happiness right now. Can't wait to get my new instruments =)

fun facts!

2009-10-28T19:05:00.000-07:00

- When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop ... even your heart!

- 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. (okay sooo...can anyone explain how a toilet, an inanimate object, injures someone? Shitting too hard maybe?)

- Almonds are a member of the peach family. (....what?)

- Horses can't vomit and pigs can't look up in the sky. (hahaha sucks for them!)

- In Bali, men believed a woman would fall in love if her suitor fed her a certain kind of leaf incised with the image of a god who sported a very large penis. (lmaoo what?!)

- Getting dumped often leads to “frustration attraction,” which causes an individual to love the one who dumped him or her even more. (I don't know about that one. You dump me, I HATE YOU!)

computer love.

2009-10-28T11:01:00.000-07:00

Let's face it: technology runs the world. From the cell phone craze (I GOTTA GET A BLACKBERRAYY!!) to having everything accessible through the internet including banking, a lot of us don't get out of the house anymore. Kids wanna spend more time watching Spongebob and the Fresh Beat Band (which my kids shall never watch) than going outside and getting down and dirty. I think its a little sad when people let technology run their lives. They sit behind a computer all day, they cancel plans with friends, they don't spend time with family, its just SICKENING.

Wake up call: these "friends" you have online, don't give a shit about you once they get away from the computer. Don't get so hung up on your "twitterfam" that you don't have any real friends outside of them. Some people I know will sit there and go to war with a person they've never met, defend them, the whole nine, then once the computer is off, they don't know what to do with themselves.

What, I ask, is wrong with you?

Finding balance is key people. Spend some time on your phone, on your computer but spend time to chill with friends, go to the movies, or play with your little brother or sister. Don't spend your whole life behind a screen or you'll find that you've become irrevelant in the real world.

2009-10-28T06:29:00.001-07:00

"The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."

WET PANTIES WEDNESDAY!!

2009-10-28T06:21:00.000-07:00

Yes yall, it is that time again. It's Wet Panties Wednesday! I'm definitely gonna try and keep it up and not get sidetracked like I always do. So here you guys go...enjoy!

the cypher.

2009-10-28T06:07:00.000-07:00

OMG....yo....I don't even know what to say. Mos Def, Black Thought and Em are so nasty with it! Em killed it! And my girl Nicki is so nice and cute with it. I love how animated she is...may have to add her to my girl crushes. Joe Budden was nice too...I just love it all.

cute couple =)

2009-10-28T05:17:00.001-07:00

It seems as though Mario found himself a new boo in my girl Audra Simmons from RichGirl. I personally love it and them as a couple. Too cute.

new chris brown.

2009-10-27T19:34:00.001-07:00

Ummm.......Chris looked good in the video and that's all I'm gonna say.

random rant of the week

2009-10-27T08:12:00.001-07:00

-Congratulations to Philly Eagles QB Donovan McNabb and his wife Roxie. They're expecting their fourth child.

-Today, Chris Brown is set to premiere his new video "I Can Transform Ya" featuring Lil' Wayne & Swizzy. Wasn't feeling the song when I heard it but maybe the video will help it grow on me.

-Monica's new show "Still Standing" premieres tonight on BET. I'll be tuning in cause I love me some Mo.

-Speaking of Mo's....where the HELL is Lil' Mo? I love her and still bump "Meet The Girl Next Door" and I know she was supposedly working with Cash Money but I guess that fell through. Anyway, she needs to come on back to the music scene cause I miss her.

-Am I the only one who thinks Amerie sucks now? Like, she can sing but this new Amerie...nahh not feeling her one bit.

-So Lil' Wayne is going to jail.....am I the only one who doesn't care? Music needs a break from him. And I still miss the old "Fireman," mixtape Wayne.

-WHY THE HELL DID THEY DEPORT SHYNE BACK TO BELIZE?! WTF THEY COULDN'T LET HIM STAY IN NYC?! WHAT THE MOTHERFUCK?! HE DID LIKE 9 YEARS, LET THE DUDE BREATHE! GROWLLLL!

2009-10-25T14:11:00.000-07:00

Someone told me I should watch my mouth and what I do because kids may find this blog and read it. I say, kiss my ass. It's my blog; I say what I want, I write what I want. If the people in blog world don't have a problem with it, why should you? Don't like my potty mouth or my sex talk? Then go to the top and go to the next fucking blog. Thank you in advance.

what guys don't want to hear in bed.

2009-10-25T13:58:00.000-07:00

What she says: "Is it in yet?"
What he's saying to himself: This phrase can be taken one of two ways: either you have an incredibly small instrument or she's accustomed to a much bigger piece of equipment. If it's your blue-veined piccolo that's the problem, well, that's showbiz, kid. You work with what you've got. If it's the concert hall, you might want to consider moving to venues that handle smaller bands and don't sell as many tickets.

What she says: "I want to watch you sleep."
What he's saying to himself: Hear that noise? She doesn't own a cuckoo clock. Those are the birds circling her head and warning you this chick is flightier than an airport on a holiday. Watching someone sleep is a step away from making dolls from their hair. Don't fall asleep. You may wake up bald or, worse, in a relationship with this head case.

What she says: "That's it?"
What he's saying to himself: Men and women have different definitions of sex. Men hope that while every romp might not be an Olympic spectacle, they will at least earn an "A" for effort. Having a woman ask if "that's it" is a pin prick to the ego balloon.

What she says: "My ex used to... "
What he's saying to himself: Nothing is a bigger mood-kill than hearing about her ex before, after, and especially during the act of humping and bumping. Sure, her ex might have done a couple of fantastic feats to help her achieve complete sextacy, but he also stole her debit card and buttered her best friend's muffin when she was at work. Remind her of those facts.

What she says: "It's my first time."
What he's saying to himself: It's a common misconception that all men want to be the first to conquer a virgin. This is true up until the age of 18. After that age, men want a woman with a little more experience (to make up for the fact they are still pretty clueless). A virgin in the sack means she will probably be both terrible at sex and emotional before, during, and after.

What she says: "Can't you just hold me?"
What he's saying to himself: It doesn't take much for men to get horny. A slight peek of cleavage, a quick rub of her thigh, even a stiff wind in a pair of comfy shorts can get the soldier at attention and ready to enter the war. When a guy is charged up and a woman just wants to cuddle, it's a huge ego and pocket rocket disarmer. Can't she cuddle with one of the hundred stuffed animals in her room?

What she says: "I read in a magazine that men like their anus touched."
What he's saying to himself: Ask to see that magazine. Roll it up, throw it in the garbage can, and burn it. You should tell her that she shouldn't believe everything she reads in magazines and that spot is strictly off limits...unless you are into that stuff.

What she says: "It happens to everyone."
What he's saying to himself: It does happen to everyone. But you don't give a damn about the rest of the world; you only care about the fact that you couldn't get your fun bone to join the party.

michelle obama on jay leno.

2009-10-25T10:03:00.001-07:00

She looks absolutely beautiful and who knew she had such a great sense of humor lol

not at all sure of how to feel.

2009-10-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

jeff dunham.

2009-10-25T07:27:00.001-07:00

Finally dude has his own show. I've been a huge Jeff Dunham fan for about three years now and I've been hooked since I first met him and his outrageous puppets. For those who aren't familiar with him, Jeff is a famous comedian/ventriloquist and he was huge on youtube. He's had plenty of specials on Comedy Central and now, the man finally has his own show. Not convinced yet? Peep the video below of Jeff and his two puppets, Peanut and Jose Jalapeno.

Check out the Jeff Dunham Show on Comedy Central every Thursday at 9.

hahaha crazy!

2009-10-24T17:01:00.000-07:00

the reason why i always go hard

2009-10-24T16:38:00.001-07:00